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080505 ; HAPPYMOTHER'SDAY!

firstly, i would like to wish all mothers a happy mother's day! (: thanks mummy! honestly. if it wasnt for her upbringing. things would totally be different! hehh. lucky she queued up for plmgps even though she was pregnant with my sister. she argued with the principal when they wanted to send me off to charlton primary. thanks mummy (:

okayy. then this whole week have been full of ups and downs. gosh. for the whole clique i guess. just so weird.

jc life is somehow complicating. yes. the workload is tough. the understanding and memorising part just kills you. tutorials. PROJECT WORK. gosh. there's so much to do. just realised my gpp part and leslie's part is supposed to be combined! grrrs. and he's like dont knw where. yes. and the emotions part. there's just so much. too much to classify under like distinct categories. it can be backstabbing. or just kiasu-ism. aiyahh. just too complicated.

dear (: yay! he was really nice. we survived our first year (: ahha. although things were qt rocky. hehh. ahha. thanks for the really swt necklace :D i nearly teared. thanks for trying to cheer me up. and trying to hard to explain so we could get through (: -huggg. im sorry i gave you so much problems (:

yupps. and being my new self has not been easy. really not easy. sometimes it gets so bad i need to go to somewhere quiet to think. and it usually can be just in the toilet. or taking a stroll to the water cooler. somehow it helps. oh wells. and it really has not been easy. sometimes i just revert back to my old self. luckily i could catch myself back in time. if not i dont want to be so guilty and regretful again. yupps. i'll fight my inner demons myself (: i can do it :D

i realised what small things can make me happy. just a wave and a sincere smile and i'll be so happy (:

anw. this may be bad. may be good. SO MANY PEOPLE ARE READING MY BLOG. or rather. the count has like jumped to 10000+, which is like an increase of 6000+ since the beginning of this year. and it's like much increase. and so fast. hehh.

yupps. shall go do as much as pw as possible. tatas. (:

//you make me smile with your every touch

xxx
; SMILE